My mind won't leave me alone.

       I keep getting stuck between wanting to eat everything very very badly, but by the time I get to the kitchen nothing is appetizing and I lose interest. I know I should eat though so I make something tasty and snack a bit. I haven't finished anything though. so I don't know if this means  I'm /really/ am getting sick or not. At the very least I should purchase some fruits and veggies and healthy snacks (immunity boost) and re-organize where the junk food it and stuff.

        I've reverted back to my old ways and have started drawing while listening to craptastic documentaries on a variety of mental illnesses, but specifically sociopathy and serial murder. So there is where my inner kawaii rests, and if you are wondering, no I do not find people attractive because of any severe mental disorder that leads them to violence. I think the people who idolized characters like Ted Bundy were and are inane, foolish, unaware citizens who don't realize that he had a complete lack of empathy. I also find it laughable that pretty much all of his "fans" were obsessed with him solely based on his looks and the "bad boy" persona. His ability to charm was an additive. I'm getting off topic, but all in all most of these high-functioning murderers are scumbags. Anyone who worships them in any way loses respect from me.        So, I digressed, sorry. However iiiiif you were looking to glean something from my splurge of unnecessary information, you might wan to check your empathy levels. Doing things for others and building positive bonds is one of the healthiest things you can do for yourself and other people. As surprising as it may seem, putting yourself in a position of servitude and using TLC as a catalyst /for/ those actions, is amazingly good for your health and happiness. Annnnd I'm digressing again /shutup ruth no one wants to hear/ Lol but I still have a scary amount to be educated on. I honestly don't know why I end up rambling about these stupid things. Anyway...

       I want to go to a convention. Don't know what I'd do when I got there. Possibly socialize and wear whatever, because conventions have always been my excuse to wear my favorite outfits.  I've only been to like 2, and I didn't have very much snazz back then, but now I kind think I do? Maybe I should just go out  to random places with friends dressed up just for the hell of it. Lmao. I think I'd like that.

       Okay so DA is an online art gallery right? I should talk about art stuff! Pfft.
I drew some freebie Poke'mon stuff for a friend of some friends. The character Cheren? I'll be posting that in a short bit. I also had those professional photos of my work sent to me so I'll be posting those as well, despite having loaded them onto my portfolio site/gallery.

       I forgot what the point of this blog was. I am now reduced to the concentration of a cat, because I am tired and going to bed. Oh yes. Also give me a few requests? I keep asking for them, because I secretly hope they will usher me to draw more. I want to finish a piece a day.   looks like I won't be sleeping for a while again.

Nighty night, lovelies.